Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Every Dog Has His Day, Let It Be Our's This Time

There he was, Our Dog, in the lonely corner of his master's house. He seemed very serious and deeply engrossed in something which had stolen colour out of his cheeks. There was something in his manners which suggested that everything was not well with him. Indeed everything was not well. After running throughout his life he had come to that T-point where one road diverged from it, and one continued in the same direction and it was the tough decision, to be taken urgently, which had stolen colour from his cheeks.
Our Dog had not been always like that. Once upon a time he was cheerful, jovial and very friendly, not someone who will hide himself from others in some lonely corner. In the trendiest lingo he was a cool dog with lots of friends- old dogs, race dogs, black dogs ,bull dogs, doggy dog, and few bitches also( of same variety).
Everything went well before the time of their sale came. They were all taken to the market where there were lots of buyers, though only few were rich. There were other markets where only rich buyers came and who had a reputation of treating their purchase very nicely, and giving them the most satisfactory job a dog could get. Deer hunting. But entries to those markets were restricted and given to only few dogs who showed excellent aptitude and intelligence in a hunting test organised for this purpose. Such was the reputation of the customers of this market that all the dogs gaining entry in to this market were groomed for two years to make them fit enough to live with those wealthy customers.
Our Dog tried in that test but failed and so he had no choice but to sit in that ordinary market and wait for some ordinary customer to buy him. Finally his time came and he was purchased by a gaudy and flashy nouveau rich, who was so ornate outside and so dull inside.
Like every other nouveau rich.
Whatever. He was bought for the job of a watchdog on the agreement of few bread slices without any butter or tea, coffee. There was no other way left for him and so he took this monotonous job of watchdog. Life had become a routine and there was no excitement left in it. The un-buttered bread was not in such quantity that it could be saved for future use. The job of a watchdog was smooth, but there was no pace. It only involved swaying the tail after seeing the master or his associate. The worst part was wearing an ID all the time around neck.
Like a dog.
Yes Our Dog was a dog. But ain't a dog has dignity?
Our Dog was always thinking like this, of dignity, challenges, interest and god knows what other things which his colleague dogs had even never imagined. They despised him, for his frustration on such a 'white collared' job and 'beautiful and costly' surrounding. Our Dog, on the other hand abhorred these dumb mouthed morons who so much enjoyed the monotonousity of this fuckingly boring job and who were in such an awe at the ornate master's gaudiness.
'Ya the race dog is right. I am not fit enough to live among such worthless creatures. Its the hunting job which suites me and I am going for it'
But for hunting jobs were available in the rich market, entry for which could be gained only by passing the hunting test. But it would not be possible to train oneself for the hunting test while simultaneously serving that dumb master. He would never allow that to happen, and he had got spies who would report him of anybody training himself for the hunting test.
He desperately wanted entry in to the rich market where he could get a hunting job and secure a lifetime of buttered bread along with slices of meat, that too in large enough quantity to save,but his current job as a watchdog prevented the training which would be necessary for passing the hunting test and it was this clash of interest which was making our dog worried, stealing colours from his cheek.
He would have to leave his job for that training. But that meant loss of a steady and secure source of food. But it also meant more chances of securing a better source of food, and sometimes few glasses of wine too. It was not only the clash between coarse bread and buttered bread with meat, but it was also between a meek, tail swaying animal and a predator who can rip any one's tail apart.
All dogs are born predator, it is their domestication which make their tails sway. You can train a dog to be vegetarian for years with satisfactory result, but the moment he tastes blood all your training will go down a drain. It is the inborn instinct on which one relies most and it is the same inherent instinct one turns to when he is free from any external factor.
So you better know where our dog is right now.Ya, it's a dog race but let's not forget that every dog has his day. This time, let it be Our Dog.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

ISM

Doston CAT FM 99.98 pe aap sabhi ka swagat hai, aur abhi aap hai DJ Deepak ke sath 'Rat baki Baat baki' mein.
This is what I am articulating tonight when we, a bunch of ISMites have gathered together for a small party. Gone are the days of whole night parties which used to end at our Ramdhani, but many things remains, kept intact in ourselves, which will only die with our death. Also it is said that it is our soul and not the body which dies and everybody knows that this soul has been seasoned and conditioned in pleasant, fun filled crucible called ISM.
Many of my friends, mainly the non-ISMite blogger says that I write very well and I have got a depth in my writing. Poor souls. They have missed to see one thing. It's not me who write, it is the ISM deep within me which prompts me to write, compels me to unleash itself into this virtual world.But let me tell you that it's only a virtual world which has only that much significance as the number 99.98 has got, or for matter of fact the nos 7955,8260,8285,8288,8291,8296,8346,8347,8350,8360,8362,8370
,8377,8386,8393,8401 and 8456 has got. These nos are nothing but a bunch of nos to everybody, but for me its a part of me, sum of best four years of my life and I am going to keep it safe in the safest place of this earth- deep within my heart.
I sincerely think that I am the most heartless bastard in this world. I do not have any sentiments and I am not that sort of person who can ruin his whole life for somebody/something. But even though I cant resist my alma-mater. Logically thinking, how can I? There is no person on this whole earth who can resist the feelings for his Mother, than how can I?
There was a time when we ruled that place or rather this place ruled us. We had seen every phase of life in those quarters, from beaing a humble 'murga' to a 'barbar sher', from the matki of Janmashtmi to the bhaang of Saraswati puja, from an obscure no body to an opinianated somebody, ready to take the worldly challanges. This place is our karmbhoomi and its going to remain one.
Heard that things are changing now, over which, we , as alumni, has no control. But that is not a problem because the real ISM, which no body can change without our permission, is deep within us. Within our heart, and its going to remain there till our last breath. Infact it is so much a part of ourselves that we cant feel its existance, just like our breath or pulse. From our computer passwords to our internet banking password, from a cut chai in a dhaba to iced tea in a five star, from a small get together to some large expensive meets, from a tinch of frustation to a burst of joy, its ISM all the way, and I am so proud that no body can take it away.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

वो ख़ून कहो किस मतलब का

वह ख़ून कहो किस मतलब का
जिसमें उबाल का नाम नहीं
वह ख़ून कहो किस मतलब का
आ सके देश के काम नहीं

वह ख़ून कहो किस मतलब का
जिसमें जीवन ना रवानी है
जो पर्वाश होकर बेहता है
वह ख़ून नहीं है पानी है

उस दिन लोगों से सही सही
ख़ून की क़ीमत पेहछानी थी
जिस दिन सुभाष ने बर्मा में
माँगी उनकी क़ुर्बानी थी

बोले स्वतंत्रता की खातिर
बलिदान तुम्हे करना होगा
बहुत जी चुके हो जग में
अब आगे मरना होगा

आज़ादी के चरणों मे जो
जैमाल चढ़ाई जाएगी
वह सुनो तुम्हारे सीशों के
फूलों से गूनती जाएगी

आज़ादी का संग्राम कहीं
पैसे पैर खेला जाता है
एह शीश काटने का सौदा
नंगे सर झेला जाता है

dont remeber much after this.. but by far it was one of the best patriotic poems we had ever read during our school days..

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